Day 872 – Feeling a Bit Low…

Dear Sobriety,

The past couple of days have been a little low for me.  My mind, with the ample amount of time it has currently, has repeatedly wandered back to my ex boyfriend.  Thoughts of reaching out have been sitting in the back of my head only to be beaten down by the thought of “what if I do and he is with someone?”  Then a heart that was broken once would be again ripped to shreds.  Obviously, my lovely ego peeks its head out once again and is only thinking of me.

Needless to say, I am truly, truly, truly looking forward to the deep dive on emotional sobriety tomorrow via Zoom.


Also, got my Nikon out and took a couple pics of the birds nesting and singing in the trees next to my balcony.

Sending out love, light and happiness to you all!!  Be safe and if you have a human in your home, hug them for me.

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